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Well, Next Monday... What a Day?

My bf and I have been together for N years plus. We are same age btw. He is ambitious and hard working. He told me that he wants to give me a good life. So, at last... He has made his decision to move now. He wants to move to Japan for his new career working life there.

He wants me to go with him, but I can't leave my family whatever I like. The main point is... My family is here. :( I cannot make my decision easily. Don't selfish.

He is ambitious and hard working, and he is said that many of his friends have moved to Japan and doing greater things.

Can someone please give me a suggestion? Especially we are both not young anymore and are looking to settle down.

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只要解释了，就没有误会的存在。大家都开心 ^^

S.O.R.R.Y

快要结为一对夫妻的新人。

一个脾气硬，强。。
一个没有脾气，只会安静的聆听有脾气的那个人说话。
没有脾气的那个时常不懂得表达自己心中的想法。
但，她确实是有自己的想法或看法。

今天，你叫我做东西。我做。不过，你知道我做不好，你就马上不爽。马上就说出一些会让我觉得伤心的话。一直在讲，一直在骂，一直在不爽。
说真的，你来电的一句话我就马上泪流了。那种感觉~~~不懂怎么解释。
我也知道那是你的一套。那是你的pattern...

我不是不承认我做错东西。好，你说我每次没有心做东西。然后叫我做一点东西都不能做好。
当我解释了，那个答案却不是你想要的。
其实。。也没什么好解释。
说多错多。

最后，

对不起。我是真的不是有恶意的。

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So many things have happened these few months. I am so tired.

Don't wish to think so much, but I really can't control myself. Cried for nothing is just so STUPID. 

I used to be a "WHY" person. I always thought I can understood the "WHY". 

But seems I was wrong. How to stop worrying? 

I am sorry, I can't get you closer. 

I am too scared to get hurt. I can forgive but I can't forget it. I just can't handle hearing...

Sometimes, I just want to hide inside. 

This is me. Love to be quiet when having troubles.

I smile like nothing's wrong, act all perfect, pretend I am okie, but inside he really hurts my feelings, 

I can't believe what he did. 

Honestly, I feel really stupid for holding on to things that just keep on hurting me. 

Nothing hurts more than being disappointed by the single person you thought would never hurt u. :(

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Sometimes........

快乐是自找的，不是你给我的..........

Hazy Sky

It's been a long time didn't touch my blog. 

So, it's time for an update ^.^

What else can I share? Hm... 

Just talk about latest haze in KL. 

I thought y'day rains can keeps haze away, but today seem got no diff. 

Still can't see the blue sky. >< It is really still seriously hazy out there. 

My colleagues and I just prefer to stay indoor lunch just due to the suck weather. LOL. 

Pity to those who has to work outdoors. @@ 

Whatever, just don't forget to drink more water!!

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Haiz...
Once I've update, why it has to be bragging about something bad.
Weak? Fail? Yes, I am. @@
I know I cant blame anyone. The problem lies within me.
I couldn't talk normally if compare to other people. This is my problem.
But this is also not what I want. Who can understand my feeling?
I wish to be able to talk smoothly myself, but since I've involved an accident last time.
My voice always stops when I'm talking. I can't even talk well. This is also my problem.
No choices what!! :(

Well,
I know in this world there are many kind of people.
Now, I'm working in this company,
I've met new people. Sure, got bad and good one.
Simple just want to address to that GUY which I think he is a “good guy”.
If you are thinking I am a weak girl in doing something for you,
You can talk to me about this.
Or I will ask you directly as well.
I just wonder why I couldn’t get his attention even though I’ve talked to him by myself.
Ignore me? It will makes me feel that I'm actually NOTHING to him.
Feeling not comfortable if facing this kind of people.
Sad case, I still not strong enough.


~Trying to stop the negative thinking~

Movie Fright Night

Yeah yeah~~

Happy hour**

Tomorrow is my off day. 

So, I can enjoy my time tonight.

I have an idea! Decided to go for horror movie with my dear family later! 

So surprise that my dad is joining us!
It has been a long time since I had watched a movie with my dad. ^^

Just no stress after work. 

Enjoy the weekend the fullest!