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Haiz...
Once I've update, why it has to be bragging about something bad.
Weak? Fail? Yes, I am. @@
I know I cant blame anyone. The problem lies within me.
I couldn't talk normally if compare to other people. This is my problem.
But this is also not what I want. Who can understand my feeling?
I wish to be able to talk smoothly myself, but since I've involved an accident last time.
My voice always stops when I'm talking. I can't even talk well. This is also my problem.
No choices what!! :(

Well,
I know in this world there are many kind of people.
Now, I'm working in this company,
I've met new people. Sure, got bad and good one.
Simple just want to address to that GUY which I think he is a “good guy”.
If you are thinking I am a weak girl in doing something for you,
You can talk to me about this.
Or I will ask you directly as well.
I just wonder why I couldn’t get his attention even though I’ve talked to him by myself.
Ignore me? It will makes me feel that I'm actually NOTHING to him.
Feeling not comfortable if facing this kind of people.
Sad case, I still not strong enough.


~Trying to stop the negative thinking~