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So many things have happened these few months. I am so tired.

Don't wish to think so much, but I really can't control myself. Cried for nothing is just so STUPID. 

I used to be a "WHY" person. I always thought I can understood the "WHY". 

But seems I was wrong. How to stop worrying? 

I am sorry, I can't get you closer. 

I am too scared to get hurt. I can forgive but I can't forget it. I just can't handle hearing...

Sometimes, I just want to hide inside. 

This is me. Love to be quiet when having troubles.

I smile like nothing's wrong, act all perfect, pretend I am okie, but inside he really hurts my feelings, 

I can't believe what he did. 

Honestly, I feel really stupid for holding on to things that just keep on hurting me. 

Nothing hurts more than being disappointed by the single person you thought would never hurt u. :(

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Sometimes........

快乐是自找的，不是你给我的..........

Hazy Sky

It's been a long time didn't touch my blog. 

So, it's time for an update ^.^

What else can I share? Hm... 

Just talk about latest haze in KL. 

I thought y'day rains can keeps haze away, but today seem got no diff. 

Still can't see the blue sky. >< It is really still seriously hazy out there. 

My colleagues and I just prefer to stay indoor lunch just due to the suck weather. LOL. 

Pity to those who has to work outdoors. @@ 

Whatever, just don't forget to drink more water!!

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Haiz...
Once I've update, why it has to be bragging about something bad.
Weak? Fail? Yes, I am. @@
I know I cant blame anyone. The problem lies within me.
I couldn't talk normally if compare to other people. This is my problem.
But this is also not what I want. Who can understand my feeling?
I wish to be able to talk smoothly myself, but since I've involved an accident last time.
My voice always stops when I'm talking. I can't even talk well. This is also my problem.
No choices what!! :(

Well,
I know in this world there are many kind of people.
Now, I'm working in this company,
I've met new people. Sure, got bad and good one.
Simple just want to address to that GUY which I think he is a “good guy”.
If you are thinking I am a weak girl in doing something for you,
You can talk to me about this.
Or I will ask you directly as well.
I just wonder why I couldn’t get his attention even though I’ve talked to him by myself.
Ignore me? It will makes me feel that I'm actually NOTHING to him.
Feeling not comfortable if facing this kind of people.
Sad case, I still not strong enough.


~Trying to stop the negative thinking~

Movie Fright Night

Yeah yeah~~

Happy hour**

Tomorrow is my off day. 

So, I can enjoy my time tonight.

I have an idea! Decided to go for horror movie with my dear family later! 

So surprise that my dad is joining us!
It has been a long time since I had watched a movie with my dad. ^^

Just no stress after work. 

Enjoy the weekend the fullest!

Stay GooD

Felt down when saw a post from a friend. Is it I think too much? 

Haiz... Emo-ing again. 

Jamy, don't let people bring you down~ Smile!

Since now its my month-SEPTEMBER.
I've turned to 25 this month.
Helo~~ Yes. I am getting older. So what? /.\

Well said. I've been in my new work for 3months plus+++

New place, new people, new experiences.
I am learning something new about myself everyday.

Growing and getting matured as each minute passes.
During my working time. I'm having such a difficult time in my career.
(Which means: I have never handled so many things that I've never done before)
I'm always thinking that I wasn't good enough.
I couldn't do my work well, give pressure myself.
And then, I'm losing hope.
Why am I so weak?
Donno~~~
So good that still I have my friendly colleagues who helped me whenever I'm having trouble.
Thanks for teaching me all this while ^^ 

Appreciated to have all of you!
Good Luck!!!

UnDerConfiDenT

People said: If you're facing problem, then must settle the problem.
Otherwise, you will be demotivated.
Just handle your emotion first, then figure out way to settle it.
If not,
You will fail in everything if you are under confident.

Jamy, don't be scared, ok?

Psychological Disorders

Once again.

I'm afraid of I won't do well at my job!!
I try to learn from the mistake, but still... :(

I need to talk much to other, but my voice is stop me all the time.
I am so upset. Nobody knows. :(

I am so sorry.