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Haiz...
Once I've update, why it has to be bragging about something bad.
Weak? Fail? Yes, I am. @@
I know I cant blame anyone. The problem lies within me.
I couldn't talk normally if compare to other people. This is my problem.
But this is also not what I want. Who can understand my feeling?
I wish to be able to talk smoothly myself, but since I've involved an accident last time.
My voice always stops when I'm talking. I can't even talk well. This is also my problem.
No choices what!! :(

Well,
I know in this world there are many kind of people.
Now, I'm working in this company,
I've met new people. Sure, got bad and good one.
Simple just want to address to that GUY which I think he is a “good guy”.
If you are thinking I am a weak girl in doing something for you,
You can talk to me about this.
Or I will ask you directly as well.
I just wonder why I couldn’t get his attention even though I’ve talked to him by myself.
Ignore me? It will makes me feel that I'm actually NOTHING to him.
Feeling not comfortable if facing this kind of people.
Sad case, I still not strong enough.


~Trying to stop the negative thinking~

Movie Fright Night

Yeah yeah~~

Happy hour**

Tomorrow is my off day. 

So, I can enjoy my time tonight.

I have an idea! Decided to go for horror movie with my dear family later! 

So surprise that my dad is joining us!
It has been a long time since I had watched a movie with my dad. ^^

Just no stress after work. 

Enjoy the weekend the fullest!

Stay GooD

Felt down when saw a post from a friend. Is it I think too much? 

Haiz... Emo-ing again. 

Jamy, don't let people bring you down~ Smile!

Since now its my month-SEPTEMBER.
I've turned to 25 this month.
Helo~~ Yes. I am getting older. So what? /.\

Well said. I've been in my new work for 3months plus+++

New place, new people, new experiences.
I am learning something new about myself everyday.

Growing and getting matured as each minute passes.
During my working time. I'm having such a difficult time in my career.
(Which means: I have never handled so many things that I've never done before)
I'm always thinking that I wasn't good enough.
I couldn't do my work well, give pressure myself.
And then, I'm losing hope.
Why am I so weak?
Donno~~~
So good that still I have my friendly colleagues who helped me whenever I'm having trouble.
Thanks for teaching me all this while ^^ 

Appreciated to have all of you!
Good Luck!!!

UnDerConfiDenT

People said: If you're facing problem, then must settle the problem.
Otherwise, you will be demotivated.
Just handle your emotion first, then figure out way to settle it.
If not,
You will fail in everything if you are under confident.

Jamy, don't be scared, ok?

Psychological Disorders

Once again.

I'm afraid of I won't do well at my job!!
I try to learn from the mistake, but still... :(

I need to talk much to other, but my voice is stop me all the time.
I am so upset. Nobody knows. :(

I am so sorry.

The Outing

Last weekend, I had a great time with Aya-chan. Guess what?
Aya-chan is my new friend from Japan.
Simple introduce, I called her Aya-chan, this name is actually only for those who are close to her.
I am so lucky that I can call her Aya-chan :)
Haha. Well... No big deal. x.x

Finally I met her in person! She is pretty and friendly as I've expected!
I like to talk to her so much, even though my english speaking is still not so good,
but luckily both of us did enjoyed chatting!
Since both of us are still trying hard to speak english,
so chatting is not a big problem between us.
We can learn from each other.

Okie, back to topic. Frankly speaking,
I felt excited and nervous before meeting Aya-chan. 

(Mix Feeling)
The reason for being excited reason was:
I finally get to meet her while being nervous on the other hand: I was worried about I could not speak english well with her.

In the end, there weren't any problems :)
Relax man!! Ok fine. Continue~

We took her to Semenyih for lunch. (lunch or breakfast? I wonder~)
I heard Aya-chan said papparich chicken rice taste really good,
but Ben told her that nonono~ that is not the real local style chicken rice. ^^
So we had chicken rice for lunch in the end. Haha.
We had a great talk while having our meal,
and I've realized Aya-chan loves spicy food, too! Same as me!
We both are spicy girl then. LOL. Kidding :)

After meal, we've decided to go to Broga Temple.
Aya-chan likes to visit places full of nature, so we planned to go there,
since Broga is full of green trees and hills, and also the air is so fresh.
So I guess it was a good decision.

Well, we visited around the temple, and captured photos.
Although the weather was HOT, but we still enjoyed our moment there.
It was fun. But hot hot hot~

After that, the next stop~ Balakong GreenBox Karaoke!
Waw, sounds good.
First time meeting with Aya-chan,
then I can got the chances to listen to her sweet singing voice!
Really felt so good. Haha.

Btw, I have sang just a few songs, I was only a listener the day. LOL.
I have enjoyed listening to Aya-chan's and Ben's singing.
I can felt that they seem so enjoyed with their songs.
Good good ><

In the end,
I had a really enjoyable time with Aya-chan.
I enjoyed the moment when we can talk with each other well.
Deeply appreciated the outing ^^
Looking forward to the next outing,
and we shall share more about our life. Cheers! ^o^

Aya-chan and I ^^

Relax & Enjoy Urself

Today is my 2nd day holiday.
Got nothing special, because I have nothing special to do.
Too bad~

What I am doing tonight? What is my plans for tonight?
Hmm... Since I got nothing to do at home, so I've decided~
What??
I am going to the horror movie tonight with my mum.
This is my first time take a horror films with just only mum.
Lol. Special mood ^^
Anyway, just relax and enjoy the movie!
Take it easy after hard days work. Enjoy your holiday mood~~~

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Happy Papa Day today!
Since today date is 0808~ ^^
By the way,
Today is also my papa's birthday! Oh YEAH~~
Happy Bufday to yOu my beloved dad~
Happy holiday!!
Happy Raya !!!
 Wa~~ alot of HAPPY in this post today!!
So, just stay Happy lar~~!!!

Polite

I wish to promise that I wouldn't get emotional easily,
but someone is made a rude actions in front me. 

Shit & Kanasai. @#$%&^!?
My work is treating me so well.
?????

Appreciate

Happy Father's day to my hero--- My beloved Dad! So much thank you for everything you've done for us.You are the best father in my world ^o^ I love you more than words I can say. Loveeez u!!

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Blog blog blog. I guess that's one of my habit when I have my thoughts in mind. I only can blogging. Because I not choose to talk. It is quite hard sometimes, facing things alone and I have no confident. Haiz.. What happen to me? I know things can't solve it easily. The word of "stressful" is come to my mind again. I just lost my way, I need help!! I felt so lost. Where I am... Where my direction is? I do sincerely know that those bad moments, it's just part of my life. People said don't look back, just see front. LOL. But I still looking back and I know so much things has changed. I missed it. How to do things right? How to slove things right? Seems there's nothing that I can do. Useless. How sad. Haha.. Don't lame Jamy.
By the way, Its good to have my mp3, listening to songs can make me feel really good, whether I'm singing them or just listening. I just can't live without my mp3. I like to read those songs lyric, no music no life lar. =D
Cheers!!!!

Looking Forward

Hoho.

My sista and I have been talking and planning about our friend-fun trip since a long time ago.

However the planning just remanins as planning only. Just used to talk but no take action. xD

(I'm here not supposed to write about it. hehee..) Lol.

But finally at last!! Our organiser Cossin and Michael is make it come to its truth.

So, we are make a 3D2N Redang Trip by this 25-27th July 2013.

Yoyo. My bf is booked our flights to Terengganu instead of self driving.

(But, my gang is prefer self drive trip.)

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Talk talk talk~ Bla bla bla~~~ Argggg... So hate people with annoying voices. lol. I have no idea why some people are so talkative, and sometimes it is so hate just due to for some kind of reason. Can you please just shut up your mouth for a while as well? Anybody can become angry, included me. Don't talk so much rubbish, because I will just laugh about it when I saw those rubbish words. Stay calm, stay cool~ I know its better to me. Smile!

"Fan"

Hello May! =.= Time to update here. Frankly, I wasn't too busy to publish a post, but just too lazy to practise my writing. What?!! I've been become lazier since I've got my holidays! How I pass my holiday as I said? Probably just due to the lack of work pressures.You know, things haven't always been easy for our futures. These few months I went through a lot of down moments. What so called downs moments? Stressful? I guess you can't get what I mean here. Haiz....Never thought I would be one of them. Never thought I would came like today. Never thought I would think of "No money. No talk". (since now really need $$) Just realized that life is full of a lot of things I never thought. And also, just know these few months what it's taught me the real meaning of real life is. Don't care, sounds louder. So, what can I do now? I am sorry. So funny, I don't know what can I do. Arg... I know it and I recognise my problems, but now is how to overcome the problems?! Please don't look at me with your diff eyes. :( Can you just give me some times to solve the problem? Thanks! Thanks!

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Hng dude. You made me feel you are not so important. You thought who you are?? I am so lazy to recall back what have you did for me last time. Why? Your attitude is so LC! Hate it! KNS.

Smile

Okie, since I've had a fun run over my last few years learning the lorry weight bridging management & handling purchasing order and delivery order & and doing sales document & and some secretary work else. And also working with a brunch of funny-friendly colleagues in my previously company. I do really looking forward to hear from them. ^o^ I'd doing my own business 1 year after quit my job. What I have learned is communication skills. Lol. So some of my friends may know that I've recently got a new job. Hmm. I getting used to my new job now even though sometimes is so boring to wait the time to go home. (sorry) Haiz. I'm so confusing with my job direction, why I had really never sat down and thought about it before. Arggggg~~~  Haiz....
But, I do always believe my god, it hasn't let me down so far. Jamy, Smile! :D

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Yesterday, my aunt passed away. R.I.P! 
I would like to share something I've heard when attending her funeral last night. Don't be scared, just a sharing. Last night, one of my uncle could see "them". Ironically during the funeral, he saw my deceased elder cousin and younger brother. (both of them has passed away a few years ago) And then, my uncle saw both of them went into the house weeping and paid respect to my aunt at the same time! (the elder cousin brother was my current deceased aunt's son) Then my uncle and another aunt (my deceased younger cousin brother' mum.) went in and my uncle "able" to talk to them!! But my deceased elder cousin brother didn't have any respond in return but the younger one asked: "where is my dad"? After that , my uncle told him that his dad is sitting outside. Then my aunt heard it and wept, (my deceased younger cousin bro' mum) but after that, both of my deceased cousin brothers left.
Here is the story I've heard last night. Sometimes, wherever this kind of event around, sure you will feel depressed , gloomy, and of cause sad, too. Right? Anyway, cheer up all!




p/s : Sorry for my complicated explaination in my sharing. :'(

You n I? Not a PROBLEM!

My smile was never sincere towards you from the beginning. Although I truly never meant to hurt you but unfortunately, I did. It was so stressful when I’m thinking about my problem, because I need to consider on many sides. Why can’t you all just let me decide freely? Don’t give nonsense with those entire so-called “lectures” in front of me, I do get your point and fully understand what you are trying to pinpoint. You think I’m cruel? Oh yea, I have to admit that I am. I do appreciate your goodwill all these while, but business is business. Can you please don't bring personal/private and business/work issues together in a discussion. We are all grown-ups (adult person) and should be able to differentiate and separate what are personal and business/work matters. From my point of view, I find you are a very self-obsessed and narrow-minded person (never did you try to compromise with other’s point of view!). Ok fine. Enough of judging for now, at the end of the day in this discussion, here’s my final decision, “I WANNA QUIT!! AND THAT’S FINAL!!! END OF STORY!! NO MORE FURTHER DISCUSSION!!” . LOL.

Massage Day after work

Saturday today, no difference because still need to work today. Lolz. Ok, just talk about my massage hour yesterday. Haha, actually my mum recommended me this massage place after her first visit. Heard good feedbacks from her, so might as well go try it myself and eventually me and my mum had a visit to that massage place in Jusco Cheras Selatan. Since this was the first time I’ve experienced a full body massage in Malaysia, so I want to share this experience here. Wakaka. It was kind different from the previous experience in Thailand. Guess what?
At first, they had my feet washed with warm water, wipe them with a cloth. The person who helped me massage was a Thai lady. After washing my feet, I went into a room, strip naked and changed (they’ve prepared towels and an extra panty, waw!! First time saw it! Extra panty also have prepared.) After I have changed everything, I was told to lie down on a bed and then had my towel removed. Shy then, the massage session is about to start. It began with my back, the massage lady had my back massaged. After the back, they continued with my arms. The lady stretched my arm and pulls all the way from my shoulder down towards my wrist, wow~~ it feels so good (with a minor pain though). Later, she had my legs massaged, she did with one side at a time. So it began with my right leg. At first, it was a bit ticklish when she massaged the bottom of foot and heel. I dare not to laugh out during that time. Haha. After that she had my calf massaged. Actually, she pressed and put quite a strong pressure on my calf but I don’t really feel any pain. Perhaps it was due to my previous accident, so my legs got no feeling at all? Lol /.\  My mum on the next bed said it was a little painful when she massaged her calf.
Ok next, the lady asked me to lie down on my back this time (that’s right, changed position and had me turned around.) I felt so much better and could breathe much easier in this position rather than lying down on my chest, wahaha. Then, the lady gave a warm wet cloth to have my eyes covered. After that, I had a face massage, so comfortable till I felt sleepy at that time. Then she had my chest massage (without touching “there” ya). After that followed by abdomen. Later, she had my fingers’ joint loose by pulling them one by one. I could feel my fingers’ joints relaxed and not as stiff as before. Finally the lady had my neck relaxed by turning my head to the side, so professional, and I thought my neck was going snapped if she haven’t had the precise control when doing that kind of massage. Lolz…
After the massage was over, they had tea prepared for us and then got up on my feet, and finally stretched out, wow~~~~ that kind of feeling is soooo indescribable. (Got abit kua zang ^^ ) I think I will plan the next massage outing with my sista by recommending them this place. Hopefully they can join me. ^o^

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