COuntdown 4 New Year 2009

HEy, I think tonight K.L City ( not only Kl la ^^) will be very enliven through wid countdown live show. Everybody are expert New Year 2009 is the best year for himself, well... Year 2009 is really wanna arrive on this night 12am. By the way, they can watch da live fireworks show when arrived 12am, except me. I just only can watch through television, because this year my frenz seem tired on such of this live show celebration already ler, so didn't planned go out 4 have a meet. YUp, I got a little unhappy for that laa... But it's okie la man, I still can celebrate wid my family , eventhough we can't watch the live fireworks show. Hope that I have a very enjoyable night.

Happy New Year 2009 to all..!

May all your wish come true.....................

I am back.!!

Hello all!

I am back..!!

hehee...

Have been few days didn't post my blog...

I had finish my holiday already...

And

I have enough energy d, everything will be fine for me..

By the way,

I've got 2 say Halo all!! again...

(Hehee.. ^-^)

Silent Night- ' 08

Last post for X'mas eve~~~

Jamy xiao bi here~ ^^ haahaa!

we wish u a merry x'mas

we wish u a merry x'mas

we wish u a merry x'mas

and the

Happy New YEAR...!!!

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Don't take photo on me, i am shy.. meowww~

Feeling tired

Today I feel so tired. What's wrong with me? i wonder why... I just only know I kept feel sleepy here, doing something without energy.

It's time to wake up again Jamy. Just try to think of the best way, keep thinking of tomorrow is the best day for me. ^^ After tomorrow, I can rest for 5 days at home. Hmmm.... My energy will be back soon...
cheer up cheer up...~

22.12.2008

Haiz... Last night I throwed away my car key, and the key chain (strawberry) has broke. Now I'm using the new key chain and it is by my dearest frenx-Ting. It was my old birthday present if i'm not mistaken. Hee... Bcoz many years edi I still put it on my drawer, sorry Ting. ^^ Dont blame me, I just cant bear to use it. Haha... Hm, I think she has 4gt d, this key chain was bought from Melaka, and I realized the package there got told us about da Where It All Begin of Melaka.

I think many peaple have been there right, including me.. sure.. haha... Melaka is rich with history. The renamants of the past will take a visitor on a nostalgic journey that goes back to 500 years of glorious n colourful past....... ^-^

*Jamy xiaobi*

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New year 2009 is round thr corner, everybody are expected it, including me.

Make a wish? Sure i will... I just wish that I can be more mature, dont childish so... I really hope that my little wishes can be reach... Bless me, I want to make it out! I promise myself.

What I have done on this year/before, if got something wrong, please forgive me, sorry for that. Hmm...

I will try my best to CHANGE my childish mind to mature mind.

Bcoz new year comes means NEW Jamy comes. ^^

Gambateh Jamy xiaobi

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The best thing in life are freedom??

(do u agree wid it??)

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A house is not a home...

(means what?? Do u know..?)

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X'mas eva [Mid valley]

I bought a new watch from Nose shop..(happy~ ^^)

Merry Christmas to alL

Yesterday noon my dad drove us 2 Time Square buy new clothes, coz CNY wanna coming soon ma. (hahaa) Actually I got to buy a shirt is specialy one n it is five colour. (means colourful) I have 2 wear it 4 attend dinner.

Hm, once we reach there, I saw the biggest christmas tree, sure... It was nice n beauty. ^-^

By the way, I didnt have much harvest, juz only bought a shrit, Body glove one. I'd like buy a long skirt, but dont have my size. Sob sob... After we finish bought, then we had steamboat as our dinner at Cheras. hehee...

cute cute..^^



*Jamy xiaobi*

Hey...~

Yo, I'm waiting this Thusday come, coz we are ready 2 go 2 Port Dickson..

hehee....

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It's been hard waking up, waking up to the truth. I've been so blind, couldn't see for love no. Tried my best to ignore it, wish the pain away, but just like tomorrow it's coming round again. Thought I gave you the best, but it wasn't enough, you too advantage of my trusting heart. Holding on to the memories, coz you're not here to hold me tight. I think you've heard it all before, I still will show you so much more, love you've never seen now. I got so much to give, I want a chance to prove it, coz I never want to lose it.

Pretty nice sOng--稻香

对 这 个 世 界 如 果 你 有 太 多 的 抱 怨

If you have too many complain in this world

跌 倒 了 就 不 敢 继 续 往 前 走

Once fall down, you won't have a courage to move forward

为 什 么 人 要 这 么 的 脆 弱 堕 落

Why does human so fragile

请 你 打 开 电 视 看 看

Please switch on the TV and watch

多 少 人 为 生 命 在 努 力 勇 敢 的 走 下 去

How many people try hard and brave to move forward just because of living

我 们 是 不 是 该 知 足

Shouldn't we feel enough

珍 惜 一 切 就 算 没 有 拥 有

Treasure what you have now, even you have nothing you actually own everything

还 记 得 你 说 家 是 唯 一 的 城 堡

Remember back then you said home is the only castle

随 著 稻 香 河 流 继 续 奔 跑

Fragrance rice, as the river continue flowing

微 微 笑 小 时 候 的 梦 我 知 道

Slightly smile, dream of childhood, I know

不 要 哭 让 萤 火 虫 带 著 你 逃 跑

Don't cry, let firefly bring you running.

乡 间 的 歌 谣 永 远 的 依 靠

Forever rely on village folk song

回 家 吧 回 到 最 初 的 美 好

Go home, back to the beginning of beauty

不 要 这 么 容 易 就 想 放 弃

Don't give up so fast

就 像 我 说 的

Like what I said

追 不 到 的 梦 想 换 个 梦 不 就 得 了

The dream you can't achieve, just exchange it, you got it

为 自 己 的 人 生 鲜 艳 上 色

Let you life coloured brightly

先 把 爱 涂 上 喜 欢 的 颜 色

First, let paint the love with favourite colour

笑 一 个 吧 功 成 名 就 不 是 目 的

Smile, become famous not the purpose

让 自 己 快 乐 快 乐 这 才 叫 做 意 义

Let yourself happy, is more meaningful

童 年 的 纸 飞 机

Childhood paper plane

现 在 终 于 飞 回 我 手 里

Finally, now fly back to my hand

所 谓 的 那 快 乐

So called happiness

赤 脚 在 田 里 追 蜻 蜓 追 到 累 了

Barefoot on (rice)field, catch dragonfly until tired

偷 摘 水 果 被 蜜 蜂 给 叮 到 怕 了

Pluck fruit, scared being sting by bee

谁 在 偷 笑 呢

Who, laughing, woollen cloth

我 靠 著 稻 草 人 吹 著 风 唱 著 歌 睡 著 了

I lean against the straw man, blow by the wind, singing and then sleep

哦~哦~午 后 吉 它 在 虫 鸣 中 更 清 脆

Oh Oh~afternoon guitar accompany by insect singing make it more melodious

哦~哦~阳 光 洒 在 路 上 就 不 怕 心 碎

Oh Oh~ Sunlight shine on the road, don't worry heart will broken

[This song is by Jay Chou, although I'm not his super fan, but donno why I like this song so much.. meaningful soOo..]

hey!

Don't try to bully me.!!!!

[I saw this black cat when i had supper last night]

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Izzit I did something wrong then means we cant be true frenx again?

I'm not meant to hurts your feeling, I thoughT you really can lift down your heart, n can 4get what I had done before, but actually you're still felt strange to me, not treated me as your true frenx at all since that day? Izzit??????? If you really dont like me, I wont force you, but please dont talk something bad behind me, it's hurt!
Anyway, if got things juz directly find me n we can talk wid each other k, if not.... I'll misunderstand to you.!
Our truly frenship still can be found? Or it is hopeless again??

Magical SKY

Yesterday evening my dad drove us to Kajang Prima had dinner,
since I had dinner that time,
I saw the sky was colourful, coz wanna change to night time edi ma, and the sun wont shine us again.
YEaa... ^-^

After dinner we back home n my mum asked me watch da sky again..
Guess what?!
We saw the moon was give us a small smile there.!
Last time newspaper ever reported this "news" already...
 I capture that picture at once.

Between, at that point of view,
two little stars seem eyes below it is the moon and seem like has a smiling mouth, the whole of viewing on the moon and including little stars,
There is look like a smiling face. (not really clear on the pict actually..)

Anyway, how come?
Whole sky only have two stars, if without those star, then the moon wont become smiling face already rite? By the way, it's magical.!

I had never seen such of this view in my life. Sounds exaggerate, but is truth maa..
Hiak hiak.. ^o^

How's da look?? (not clear, sorry all..)

Beautiful???

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1.12.2008

Nothing tO post...

Nothing special day..

No time online....

Just know I keep cough in this morning till now...

xXxXxXxxx =.="

siennnnn.... zZzzZzzzzz

Happy Birthday To yOu Tini..!

YOooo~~~ Tinie... Happy Birthday~!!

Happy-ing~~ ^0^ CAn eat cake..

hm,

let's I sing a birthday sOng tO u here...
hehee...

Happy Birthday tO you

Happy Birthday To yOu

Happy Birthday 2 yOuuuuu
Happy Birthday tOOOo yOuuuuuu~~~!!

Wish you all da best

May ur wishes come true yaa...

Happy Birthday.!!!

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I haven't slept at all in days, it's been so long since we've talked n I have been here many times.

I juz dont know what i'm doing wrong, what can I do to make u love me, what can I do to make u care me, what can I say to meka u feel this, there's only so much I can take n I juz got to let it go n who knows I might feel better, if I dont try, I will never know the ending izzit really like this.

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Funny how the little things we cant do without, make you wonder somehow, how we did it before. When I found love, I never knew that needed love, now I cant get enough of wanting it more n more, and I spend most my days finding different ways, thinking how to say, and I wonder what I did before, like ur love, if u ever take it all away, I wouldn't make it through another day.

I cant conceive, going back to how it used to be, you've affected my reality, I cant go back, dont you know u hooked me up like that, it will hit me heart attact, if u ever should leave. Spending most my nights, lost inside ur eyes, wondering how can I ever live without u, live without u beside my side. The things we take in life granted we foresake, but I know I cant do without the love we make, I will never break the promise I make, so hear me when what i am trying say.

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Today seens nothing special, juz only doing some easy job here, nothing special at all, boring... and then, Susan has bring a piano lesson book, then I asked she to teach me some, hehehe... ^^ Between, I got my own piano at home, it is a electrical piano, I had bought it since I was form four+..

Many instruments that I had know, but all of those I am not really good lor. Haizz.. stupid here... so, we were learning wid together, it's enjoyable.

Guess what? Susan is our new office mate, she is fifteen yrs old only ler, special wat? wakaka.. ^^ luckily she's friendly, can teach me some about piano, but it seem hard to me. cheer up n gambateh then...~

Here is my note

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Yesterday i had bring a laptop home, hm.. juz want to testing it only laa.. izzit best 4me o what..

It price is between Rm1000-Rm800...

Here it is...

Once I take laptop home, my brother then borrow it n keep play game there.. aiskz.. sienn.. later I oso gt play wid him.. quite funny.. haha..

Stupid face.. haha..

Spend all ur time waiting for that second chance for a break that will make it Okie, there's always some reason to feel not good enough and its hard at da end of da way, I need some distraction, memory seeps from my veins, let me empty and maybe I will find some peace tonight.......zZz

take a look here..^^

Nice song here... love song too.. sob2...

Benci tapi rindu--- Dlana Nasution
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Bukan hanya sekedar penghibur
Diriku ini sayang
Bukan pula sekedar pelepas
Rindumu oh sayang
Sakit hatiku
Kau buat begini

Kau datang dan pergi
Sesuka hatimu
Oh... kejamnya dikau
Teganya dikau padaku

Kau pergi dan datang
Sesuka hatimu
Oh... sakitnya hati
Bencinya hati padamu

Sakitnya hati ini
Namun aku rindu
Bencinya hati ini
Tapi aku rindu
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22.11.2008

3++pm

Still have to stay here till 5pm.. haizz..
Hm.. I think today my parents got go sing k again...Yes.!
Y m I look so happy? Hm.. because they are ready to sing Malay songs ler.. I seem "bangga"wid them. wahaha...
My mum has bought some malay song cds d, she gt confident to sing it out!
Got a one song named is "benci tapi rindu". haha... This song quite nice la, no matter whats song lauguage are, if is a nice song, sure I'll like to listen gehh..^^
n then I will follow them go too... watch thier "show".. Hiak hiak...^-^ Paisehh...
In fact, Ah ee got date me out, juz that I feel like don like to go out wid him again. sorry..

Trouble with LOVE...

You are the one my heart's been waiting for, the one I wan to spend all my days with, all my nights with, n everything in between us, the one who's feels so right, the one who makes me think that forever cant possibly be long enough.

But where are YOU now? Run away d? YOU are trying to make me give up on u. Well, I had force myself to do that so, but failed. I know I like a stupid gal, No matter wat my frenz say, I still prayed that our love can be found on one days, even though I know it is impossble, it is hopeless..

Why is love so important to me? As i say, I juz a little gal, love is for everyone, especially for woman, they need love, they need care. Including me!
When I can stop thinking about it? I felt so tired on it, not body tired. Is not ur fault, juz only I'm too stupid wid LOVE.
When is my Mr. RIGHT can appear in front of me? Then I juz let YOU go and forever.

I've got my own way to do everything, but about LOVE, I really don know what ways that I still have.
"FORGET"... I had try many times. Failed n failed... It's hard to control, Now... I juz only have to need some time to leave down such of the love problems.
I need some time.. I need some time.. I don want to live inside the life of disturbing wid love............ zZzZ

Ops.!!

Juz now I had lunch, N I received a message from a frenx--- Tong.

He told me that yesterday nite he has involved in accident.! He told me da reason is too sleepy....... then..??.. He oso said, that moment he thought he will die!

My god, so scary 4 me.. (donno why.)

Ey, frenx..

You needn't so hard working maa..

You really should take a good rest at home lor.

You see, luckily this time accident is not big deal, juz give u a warning..

Anyway, take good care on urself, dont make ur parents n frenz worried bout u.

zZz

(Knock knock, halo?)

"You gave me everything when u gave ur heart to me. I have been "loving" u for a few yeras, but u dont know. Sometimes wonder if life is really worth it, then look at ur smile and know it is. Yup, But I still cant smile at all to u. I must know that u are care about me, but u less. Our love will live forever, but I juz can dreamming here."

"I've got My own way"...

I wanted to run, I wanted to hide,
I dont want to face it, I juz vcan break down and cry..

My problem in life, there're taking a toll, n I fell that they are eating my soul, but dont u give it up, coz hope still remains, this is something I said to myself again n again, n if I fall down, I'll have to stand up again, coz i know that if I want to, then I can..!

I will find my way, after da wind, there will be a brand new day. Believe that, I can make it, I can do it, nothing is too late, juz need some time n space THEN I can make everything ok.

Nothing can stop me now, no matter what they say. When life is like a crazy maze, but I juz gotta have faith.

17.11.2008

Bad day??

1pm

My gosh...

It's haevy raining here..

I think I really falling sick already,

Guess wat? Today I didnt wear my jacket.! Damnly cold~~~~~~~~

Luckily I still can switch off da air-cond.

Sleepy....

Im not feeling well.... :(

5pm cepat datang laa..

See.. blur till become orang malay d..

zZz

17.11.2008

Yesterday I had watched a movie wid a frenx.

We were watched James Bond..

I think u guys should HAD watched this movie already rite?

Hm.....

Really,

I really donno wat are this movie talking about lerr...

Its interesting, action movie sound was loud.

but.........

Actually.....

For me, I'm not understood the way of the story lor.

sob sob..

I seem falling sick d..

Yesterday hitten by rain.

Now FEEL damnly cold here..

Hope that I will recover as soon as possible..

12.11.2008

Oh my gosh, yerterday noon, I was felt so tired, donno why..

You guys wasn't know it at all, coz I had hidden it.

Once I back home, I directly lying down on sofa, not same as usual.

I had dinner that time, bcoz I was sleepy, so my eyes seems cannot open likes usual, juz can be smallest eyes awhile, n eat fast fast, after dinner, same..

I go sleep again, piggy here... zZz...

I told u guys b4 d, I really have to take a leave, well... this friday I off! Can rest more n go pasar wid my mum, didnt go pasar very long time d.

( I dont have much free time.)

At night 9pm

I watched a tv programmed-- " shi jie na me da". Astro Tvb8 channel.

This time they're making this programme at our country Malaysia--Sabah.

Quite interesting la, wont feel so boring, especially is about da monkey called "chang bi hou", ---"long nose monkey".

Hehee....

'They' seems got wear leather cout, but actually not, and has a big 'belly'.

Cute cute n special. ^-^

I LIKE

Every night in my dreams, I see you. I feel you.

That is how I know you go on.

Far across the distance And spaces between us

You have come to show you go on.

Near, far, wherever you are

I believe that the heart does go on

Once more you open the door And you're here in my heart And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time

And last for a lifetime And never let go till we're gone

Love was when I loved you

One true time I hold to

In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are

I believe that the heart does go on

Once more you open the door And you're here in my heart And my heart will go on and on

There is some love that will not go away

You're here, there's nothing I fear,

And I know that my heart will go on

We'll stay forever this way

You are safe in my heartAnd my heart will go on and on

4 STPM students...

Hey guys...

I wish that u all can have a good luck on ur STPMexamination.

Do ur best..

Dont too stress k...

Gambateh & Good Luck.!!!

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Juz nOw salamah, tinie n anna are decided 2 go sg.wang buy clothes on this week. Intived me oso.... I'd like to go... but... seems got something else hes blocked my mind n telling me 'u cannot go'... my mum????

yerrrrrrr.....

Because next sunday maybe I'll go watch movie again..

10.11.2008

Tinie has cut her long hair up d.!!!

Hm...

I'd like to take a picture wid her, but paiseh...

Hehex...

We were felt pity to her, coz long hair change 2 short hair d maa.

I ever thinking wanna cut 'short hair' b4, but my mum doesnt likes wor..

8pm++

I read my little bro's skul magazine at room, hmm...

About my little bro, he juz only interested on those of da pretty gal pict. =.=

10pm++

We're 'cooked' chicken silk bread at kitchen. hehehex...

Its great! coz not my mum ready 4 us. ^-^

K, after that, i was feel sleepy ..... GO SLEEP.....

EaT-> Sleep-> becOme piggy soon.

8.11.2008

2.15pm
I juz finished eat, I had ate 'Fried Kuei Tiao'... spicy eyyyyy...

Tonite, Ting dated me out, n we decided meet at Mewah Club, that place is nice..
Bcoz u guys almost can see whole K.L nitez review from there. hehex..
It's best for couple dating there. ^-^

By da way, Peng oso gt come out wid us, it's surprise for me. A few months didnt meet wid her d, Hm.....
Hope we can non stop talking on this nite lor. ^^

Haizzz...
I juz get a called from a customer, he wants us opened till 6pm la..
I dont want OT, I juz want back home n take a rest.!
But I really cannot do anything.

Now, time is going to 5.4opm.
Still got half an hour to go... I gotto wait till 6.15pm if I can.
Bcoz if I finish work at 6pm, I juz only got half an hour OT, but if I wait until 6.15pm, then i juz can get 1 hour OT.
Hmmmm........
It's depend on me, sure I will finised work before 6pm. Coz, I'm so tired right now.
tata.....

8pm+++
After I bought something wid my mum at Billion super market, then i met wid my buddies Ting n Peng at Mewah Club- 21st century cafe. We were kept talking a lot of craps wid stupid topics. Hahax.. (sorry, seems too over.)

21st Century Cafe

Hm, we oso gt talked something about Momo.
Love is so easyly TO find out, but if u want true love I think its MUZ BE hard to find. You guys agree wat im trying to say?

Peng n Ting
11pm++
I back home not wid my bare hands, I had bought a box of 4 piece Mask by Ting's sis, n a short pants by Peng. hehehee... B4 sleep, im doin my facecial..^^

Don't frighten by me!!!

9.11.2008

I've nothing to say, nothing to write..
I woke up at 10am++. Still feel not enough sleeping ey...... sOb, I think I really gonna take leave already, let myself rest more n more. ^^
Hm,
Tong has dated me out, but my mum disapproved, so I refused him again. Sorry,
luckily he didnt mind it at all. ^^

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7.11.2008

Did u guys watch da last episode of "Fated To Love You"?

The drama real title is "You're My Destiny".

That tv drama on tv has a happy ending ey...^^

I'm expecting da ending was like that la.

Finally Xin Yi has pregnant, n da Q baby' named Ji Nian Ri. hahax...

Q name ey...

Surprise.!!

Guess wat? Yesterday, I had received a b'day present through postlaju. My b'day almost 2 months have passed, now still have present from my frenx. hahax.. Happy-ing! Thanks guy.!

By postlaju here..

Birthday card n Necklace.. ^^

7.11.2008

Early in the morning, I had getting scold by aunty, coz of something.. But izzit I really did wrong? nope!! .

Initially, Im in good mood in this morning, but after get scold by her, my good mood has disappeared. :(
She makes me feeling wanna cry again, luckily I still can "TAHAN" those Of da tears from my eyes, N didnt cry at tat moment.

By da way, I started dislike her already, not coz of she scold me, anyway... sometime i really cant stand on her, but I cant do anything!

I had breakfast that time, Ah Sing was beside wid me, n he keep talking craps 2me, n make me feel happy. He really is a funny guy... hehex.. Thx sing..^^ (Tinie, dont worry... U noe I wont so easily get angry mah, im kindly person ey, smile k..^^ )

2.35pm
Im waiting for 5pm comes, then I can go yam cha wid Sing n back home.
But still have to stay here 4 long long time.
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6.11.2008

Why this few days keep raining at noon 1 huh?, It's cold for me.! Sob sob...
Coz im sitting in office, got aircond one.

But, luckily i have wearing my jacket..

12.23pm...

Feels hungry.....................

After my lunch time, Ah Sing asked me a same question again, dated me out 4 yamcha. I have no choice, so I juz accepted it. hehee...

Finished work, I fetched my little bro from school again, (i think this is my part time job.) When we on da way home, he asked me whether i can bring him go Metro Point onot, sure I can right. Bcoz YuHua juz near by that complex only.. CHEHhh, at last he juz only bought a cartoon DVD--- Conan. =.=

Metro Point Complex

10pm++

My dad has brought us went 2 Cheras batu9 there eaten steamboat.. It's was nice man! That restaurant named "Jin Hoo Steamboat Restaurant". If u have free time u can go n test it see whether tat I gt telling lie onot..^^

I oso gt taked some pictz there.. ^^

Jin Hoo Steamboat Restaurant

Wow...

2 Pax here...

BeiJing Siu Kao

Golden Mushroom

Slice Mutton

Fried Sui Kao

....

Great??

Happy-ing...

Yesterday noon, after finished work, I went 2 Metro Point Complex-- Old Town had dinner wid my workmates. They are Tinie, Sal, Anna, Ah Sing n Micheal Liew. Because Tinie has make a decision on Monday actually, she said wanna treat us makan wor. It's supprise 4me! Hahax.. I was happy la. Thanks Tinie!

Hm, talk back 2 my topic. Finished our dinner time, then they start busy talking wid each other d, by da way, I din really interest in thier topic, donno why im missing him.! (dreaming wid myself) So, at last, I got enjoyed chatting wid them. Time was going 7pm, means we are ready 2 back home. (but i cant, coz i got 2 fetch my little bro from school.) After then, Micheal Liew was go foot da bill, is not by Tinie. At that time, Tinie was paiseh edi, coz da 1st was she decided wanna treat us eating, but at last, Micheal Liew was "settle" da bill. N then hor, He bring up a topic again, He said da day after 2morrow come again, not eating o.. is Sing k.. hahax.. Thanks Micheal.!

Hm, Tinie, dont paiseh la, next time u baru date us out 4 dinner again lor. U said last time I treated u guys had dinner at Secret Reciple wasn't nice hor, then next time u can choose Sushi King even Ah Sing ever choose tat restaurant b4. I can eat twice ma.. wahahax... jk...
Anyway, u needn't too worried this time not u belanja us k. ^^

Nice movie here..

Last few weeks, Ah ee was dated me out n we watched this movie together. Hm, this movie was nice 4me, but 4 him.. hahax.. He felt sleepy wor..

Anyway, u guys can try 2 go watch this movie in cinema. Enjoy best movie in cinema sure is better than watch DVD at home rite. ^^

Secret Admirer---- "FonG"??????

--H--

3days left, his birthday is coming soon!

Wat can I do for him???

NOTHING...

I juz only can sit at here, n 'curi2' give him a b'day wishes.!!

WelL, He will never know.

Sometimes, I really hurt myself!

Why? I have no answer now.

-Happy early Birthday To You-

Bleeding Lov3

Closed off from love I didn't need the pain

Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain

Time starts to pass Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened For the very first time with you

My heart melted to the ground Found something true
And everyone's looking round Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud

Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt

Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater Than the rest that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face

Yet everyone around me Thinks that I'm going crazy,

maybe, maybe

And it's draining all of me

they find it hard to believe

I'll be wearing these scars For everyone to see

*Jamy xiaobi*

We will not forget u---Ah BOy

现在回想“当天”发生的事情，真的是发生得好突然！为什么会搞成这样？！所有人都好像不相信，因为真的好突然~！前天我还跟他在一起，他还caLL我去看他的心上人，我有去看。可是现在。。。唉。。。。


哭再多也没用，也换回不了他的生命。死真的很怕人！它会令旁人很伤心很难过很忧郁，所以我们在做什么事前都要小心！珍惜我们的生命。

Ah bOy..... 你安息吧！没人会把你给忘了，放心的在另一个世界生活K.....

ScarY.........!

啊...! 我放工后就载aunty去疹所拿她的检验报告，然后就去陪ah sing喝茶。
我们就聊了很多东西，期间，我们聊得还蛮开心的。


哦，我突然想到我的电话没电了............~~~~ 惨了，因为我妈妈每次看我迟回家，她肯定会打电话问我在干嘛的，我的心就一直在想～～～～ （惨咯惨咯～～～～～～）

我又不好意思说早点回, haizzzz.... 只好在坐多下咯。大概到了六点半，我们终于聊完了..... yeahhhhhhh~~~~ ^-^ （暗爽） 哈哈！

hmm..... 回家路途中竟然有一宗车祸！！ 啊，好恐怖！那是印度人来的。被撞死了！！！ 我妈妈说的.......... haiz.... sO scaryyyyy.... 在我家附近而已叻！

以后驾车真的是要慢点和小心一点！！ 不然后果不堪设想～～～～
（是了， 我还有被中骂，不算骂啦，只是给妈妈 ngO 下）

Im sO sOrry yaa mum....

disappOinted...

---H---
I'm waiting here sOo lOng edi...
I juz wana get ur b'day wishes only... wait till nOw stiLl get ZERO..
dOn telL me tat u reli 4gt mY b'day already k...

Happy-ing ^^

Here is my b'day presents....

THx You mY frenxXx...

muakzZz.... ^^